cum spui adio, cum se cade

<< Dearest ,
I feel sad that I'm going mad again. I feel we conquered through another of these terrible times and I .....shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices and can't concentrate. So I'm doing what seems to be the best thing to do.
You have given me the greates possible happiness , you have been in every way all that anyone could be. I know that I am spoiling your life, and without me you could work -and you will . I know. You see I can't even write this propperly.
What I want to say, is that I owe all the happiness of my life to you; you have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. Everything is gone for me , but the centainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier, than we have been.........

Virginia >>

The Hours

apparat

What's the point of waiting For life to come I could go further And no one's surprised Your plans collapse, run off or fall apart...

'flash' mental

"in gandul meu " ce naiba toti is imbracati cu alb si negru ??? "
proiectii pe pereti...
nivelul sonor ultra puternic...amplificat de aburi
le gasesc pe X si ceva prieteni(ne) de-a ei intr-un final...apoteotic
si ma duc la una din ele ...o blonda , mai inalta decat mine pe tocuri(>1.81m)
ma apropiu de urechea ei si ii soptesc ( in vacarmul acela= urlat )
" De ce dansezi asa ca un manechin??"
ea chicoteste ...
eu continuui.. " ...de plastic ????"
ea ....se opreste pret de 2-3 secunde ...realizeaza...
apoi chicoteste ...
in gandul meu " N-am baut destul..."
in urmatoarele 30sec goleam un whiskey&red.."

..... dimineata - bad flash...

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din ciclul: "primele replici" Aly ;)